Iola's Idiocy

I want to be the Red queen so words mean what I say they mean. Then AA would not be all sad because I said something at work a couple of weeks ago she's been pondering on. I wish I hadn't used the phrase that she took (I don't remember what my exact words were but they could have been this direct I guess) to be "there are people who feel you talk down to them" Well I know one person does - but then they probably feel the same about me sometimes, although the scope for it is less. bummer, why do I feel the need to encourage others to communicate with each other more effectively - oh yes so they don't get upset and tell me (a third party) then I wouldn't get sucked into negative zones and perhaps I'd stop giving myself permission to be such a whinny pants. Jes yesterday was I moany! Then today I carried on. AA and I have agreed that we need me to stop doing this (well she was very nice and didn't say it was my fault but as she spends all her time in the office in my company it's a fair cop). I left for school at 1 a lot cheerier, and now the only place to whine is here. I'd also like to be red queen so I can beat babies and get away with it as they seem to cause lots of people no end of grief but I don't think that would be conducive to my continuing employment (and it's not like I actually would, just sometimes you wish it were an option).

Ikea furniture - never as easy as it looks is it? My Stolmen clothes storage/doorless wardrobe is still incomplete. It's the twisting and the grappling and the balancing that get me.

Alexander homework - who'd have thought making time to lie down could be so hard?