Iola's Idiocy

Yesterday I registered with Live journal. Why you may ask? Well I thought I'd compare formats and there was something else, but I didn't know what it was, just a feeling. Now I'm thinking was it that lots of people I know are on live journal and I had been to a party where I was looked down on for not being on livejournal, was it that I was worried my chap may have referred to a drunk incident of my on his live journal and I am not allowed to read it? Was this all heading out of my sub-into my concious brain or was it the setting up of the account that triggered the escape. BUT this morning my head was very full of these issues. I was not a happy bunny. So I asked him if I could at least be copied into any reference he'd made to the incident (what you know about) and any feedback, becuase I was aware he didn't want me to have access to his live journal and much as I felt uncomfortable about this I respected his feelings. Hmmmm not sure quite what he really feels about this yet, as I did the splug in email thing (so I could put it in words and get it out of my head but obviously it's a bit too personal to someone else to put that splurg on here which is what I normally do) and have one this evening saying if I tell him my live journal name I can read his. Oh well will no doubt discover the truth on Thursday. It is a funny one though isn't it - I don't want to read it particularly I just felt scared about being excluded from a large group of people that I am told reference is made to me to but I can't see it.

Oh and I also wondered which format is easiest to post to. For the time being this will remain the place where diary like entries go (hey I don't want anyone I know reading this crap!) and social entries can go on the other one, and never the twain shall meet - until of course I say so, then they can meet as much as they like. Go for drinks, discuss me behind my back, hey discuss something a lot more interesting if they've any sense!